a 21-year-old girl's diary

4 days 3 nights Sentosa Medical Centre

2006-06-21T21:55:00.000-07:00

Dear Frens, (especially gals) I have just discharged from the hospital coz doctor found out that my ovary has one real big cyst! he said if my cyst was smaller than 5 cm, i could avoid from having the operation.

Guess how big is my Cyst? Its 16 cm ! and i dint know it until i think my stomach is toooooo big and i tout i was fat!

06 / 06 / 2006, my operation day:
6am: i woke up, eric, my mom, my sis, and me went to the hospital to get ready
8am: everthing is ready, i was "pushed" in to the operation room. i was really really nervous mannnnn, doc is going cut my stomach verticaly and take the cyst out without touching my ovary, and i fall in sleep.
10am: I was waken up, the surgery was sucessfuly done.. I heard the doc said: how can U let this suchhhh big cyst in ur stomach for so longg?

the whole day, i sleep sleep sleep

guys, wanna c my cyst's pictures? doc took some pictures of it.. i will upload later

and thanks, for ur concern I'm okay wit my parents' superb sweet care :)

and also eric, thanks for washing my hair

the RM15 battle @ Velvet underground

2006-05-21T18:36:00.000-07:00

Before I start my diary. i wanna show u the main role of my diary today, yenkuan.. the sweetlooking gal who wear white color hair band in the pic (Im not in the pic at all okay!) :

If you have read my profile, U will know that my main interest is to gossip wit my good fren, yenkuan. As usual, we gossip thru the phone last9, she told me wat happened to her on saturday 9 when she went to velvet, zouk (ppl so happening, aku stay at home pula) okay, let's start telling wat happened:

There was a not-ugly-but-irritating guy was attracted to her, then he approached yenkuan & asked if he could buy her a drink, yenkuan was thinking: I dun take alcohol, takkan i ask for a ribena?

so she asked her gal fren whether she wanted to drink, her gal fren asked for a "Vodka Lime". Then U guys guess wat the not-ugly-but-irritating guy answered???? he said: "I CAN ONLY BUY FOR U, NOT FOR UR FREN"

**kids & adults who are reading this blog, pls don't practice this at home / club

YenKuan was pissed. But she was so embarrassed, that's how the legend conversation was started:

"Yenkuan: no, the drinks is for myself
the not-ugly-but-irritating: then can u give me ur contact?"
Yenkuan: cannot
the not-ugly-but-irritating guy: why? i alreaddy ordered U a drinks wat?
Yenkuan: giving phone number in the club isn't wat im usually doing.

the not-ugly-but-irritating guy: Buying a drinks for a gal also is not wat im usually doing." ----->>> yea, obviously, we know it coz U are so cheap!

that's how the legend story begins ...

After the not-ugly-but-irritating guy failed to get yenkuan's number and before the drink was delivered, he DISAPPEARED into to crowd...

But, please dun think gals are so soft, when the waiter delivered the vodka to yenkuan, at this moment, at this very important moment, at this moment which decide who to pay the RINGGIT MALAYSIA 15/= , yenkuan, the lucky winner of the night found the guy was hiding behind his frens, so she took the vodka lime and pointed to the not-ugly-but-irritating guy and asked the waiter to get the RINGGIT MALAYSIA 15/= from him.

Yen, if U re reading this blog, I decicate this song TO U:

Then the guy paid the bill and seemed so unhappy. hmmphhhhhhh!

now i know how to lose a guy when i feel he is very annoying: I will ask him to buy me a chivas magnum.

Resignation

2006-05-20T09:49:00.000-07:00

after my professional course in Sunway College, I decided to try to work in a travel agency, i tout it was an interesting industry, my manager was really kind and good looking young man :p ,everything was fine until i started working. Wondering what amI working in the travel agency? My dept is coach hiring dept, where we provide our coaches to inbound, outbound, local trip, other travel agencies, and also walk in customers, my job is:

To plan the coach schedule, stand by 24 hours (incase anything happento the coaches in the mid9 when they're having trip wit passengers, then i have to wake up to call for other coach to replace it) luckily our coaches' condition are damn good, if not, i m gonna to be craxi.
To answer the call-in customer who ask for the quotation, eg. "how much if i go to melaka"? 5 out of 10 are asking for FUN.. each time i answer the phone call no matter they're back side itchy asking for fun, i have got to take it seriously and prepare a 2 pages quotation for them.. i hate doing it!!!
To upload and design the website. mahai, i took marketing course party is bacause i hate designing and culcalating.
my gross colluage who always asks her frens a question behind me (but i alwayssssss got to hear wat she asked) : Do U think Adeline is pretty? / U have seen many pretty gals rite? how do U think about Adeline? -.-
To log in to msn, and also frenster...

My job was really boring, I give my self another try for few weeks and finally i decided to resign, but i feel bad to my manager and i dun dare to talk to him face to face so i wrote him a letter attached with the resignation letter:

"Dear XXX,

You have been a really great manager, thank you. But in these few weeks, I believe wat i saw and wat I feel; which is, I do not suit this job.

I tout travel industry was fun and interesting. Where i had to deal with a lot of brainstorming and also creativity. But, from wat i see , it is totally different. The job is really boring for me, I sit in the office everyday and prepare invoice, quotation, and answering phone call, I'm nothing but a clerk. Im so deppressed everyday when i come to office.

I really cant make myself to be used to the company culture dat I have to buy a phone or change my personal phone number. It also reminds me that i should not have agreed to stand by answering phone call 24 hours.

I'm really sorry if you think i give up too early, I just do not want to waste your time anymore... having this feeling for 2 weeks, because i wanted to give myself another try, hope you will understand."

I know, those who are reading my blog must be scolding me: Has she worked before? does she understand wat is "working"? ... my answer is: I prefer advertising industry, i wana go backkkkk! coca-cola, pepsi, nestle, milo... watch out, I'M BACK!

Indon love song

2006-05-19T21:23:00.000-07:00

Have been so sad to listen to my fren's sad love stories these few days, coincidently my indon fren sent me this song, I found the lyrics really suits her as well as the melody, i tried my best to translate this indon lyrics to english... here with the lyrics i want to dedicate to my fren and also those who are reading my blog, hope you will have a loving relationship :

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
You used to love me
dahulu kau menginginkanku
You used to think of me
meskipun tak pernah ada celaku
Even thought you had never had an affair
tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
I have never expected you would leave me

* Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Now you have gone far away from me
sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Now that you left me
di saat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
At that moment I started wishing for you to forgive me
dan ku mohon maafkan aku
For you to forgive me

reff: Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
I regretted making you cry
dan biarkan memilih yang lain
And made you choose others
tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
But don’t you ever lie to you destiny
pasti itu terbaik untukmu
It must be good for you

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Do not ever remind me to come back
aku bukanlah untukmu
I’m not the one for you
meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
For sure, I wish to ask for you, ask for your love

jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinyauntuk diriku
But, do not leave her for me